Importing this from my live journal. It was something I wrote when Josh and I first started seeing each other. I won't go into all the details, but I was coming out of a horrible 6 months - a bad break up, parents moving to Mexico and an attempt at working it out with the ex husband (BIG mistake), and Josh was the light at the end of the tunnel. I have no regrets :)
18th December, 2007. 7:40 pm. Josh
The one who saved me. The one who helped me believe in love again. He's given me a reason to fall again. It happened completly unexpectally. He was a friend of a friend, and in my thoughts...way too young for me. I met him one night, and there was definately a connection, but not one that either of us realized until much later. He had a girlfriend, I was moving into Billys...we were just aquantinces.
After a few weeks, we started talking on IM, and then the phone. It was instant. I wanted to spend more time with him. I didn't want to be at Billy's anymore and I didn't want him to have a girlfriend, I wanted him to be MINE. He lived 8 hours from me but I didn't care. I thought of him night and day, I couldn't get him off my mind.
He came up a few weeks later and the minute we saw eachother we knew. He broke up w/his girlfriend and I moved out of billys that weekend. It wasn't that hard considering I had only moved in a few weeks before. It was a mistake I will forever regret. Josh and I knew that we wanted to be together. I moved in my best friend and started over.
The the other shoe dropped...
No sooner had he left that he found out he was being deployed.
So he came up again, I went down again, and now he's moved here...
We're going to spend as much time together as possible before he leaves. Which is like Feb 3rd. And we're getting married, much to his Mothers dismay. But I don't care. I love him. He's it for me. I don't care what anyone thinks or says. I've never felt this way before...complete trust...complete love. Never...with anyone. He is everything I ever wanted in someone. He is amazing. And sweet. And beautiful inside and out. He is the one I want to spend the rest of my life with.